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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2007|06:24 pm]


 i dread going for geog lessons now. it's not that i dislike him that much. but the way he talks. "if i give you the topics, would you even study?" like hello, if i didn't want to study, would i even ask? and please, i never demanded a right-away answer. now now, i'm 99.9% sure i will fail the coming mid-years humans paper. i don't even know what chapters to study and i'm lacking a lot of notes. ah what-ever. ( in the most caifen tone; (: )

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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2007|11:10 pm]
[Current Music |Lamb of God]


i need a new blog la. my personal blog isn't cooperating with me. yanshan suggests a switch of host. perhaps.

i like, stayed at home the whole of today? ha and obviously, i missed all the easter mass, which is supposedly the most fun out of all. nyehhh. i slept through the whole day. last night's work was coolios la. but the chocolate box really made me not know how to react. adam, bernard. -.-



& ______, you fook la, don't give me that kind of attitude. you know me well enough.

the rules are simple : if someone decides bitch in your face, you go right back out there and be the biggest bitch that you can be.

agree, agree.

thanks sherwin. <3


(if i ever find out that you're lying to me just to shield her, you shall never talk to me.)

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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2007|11:57 am]
Good Friday.

it's been freaking long since i went for mass. i forgot which was the church i went to but anyways i went for mass. then to crystal jade for dinner and to thomson to meet sherwin then to iggy's followed by shan's.

:D
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2007|09:05 pm]

wthell, my mood could seriously be better than this. i have no idea why am i feeling so down and upset; causing a headache that would not go away even after an hour. i have like amath test tmrw and i still owe miss tan a compo. and to make things worse, my personal blog is down down down. i haven't been able to sign in. RAHHHH.

i want to do the compo, but the degrading thing is, i wrote the arse thing halfway and i realise i didn't read the whole question properly. if i were to hand in what i've written, i should be prepared to fail. chem test yesterday was a goner, same for the amath test tmrw. Mr Tan would be nicer if he's allowed me to stay at second row. i can get my heart down to pay attention and do my work at the back of the classroom. & i can't see what the teacher wrote on the board or flash on the screen. songyang can't even see. both of us had to squint our eyes every single time. wthell wthell wthell. and i realised, the two of us, we don't pay attention at all and we have no idea what the teacher is teaching. ha, how cool.

S has been such an annoyance. he just can't read my mind nor understand what i want. forget it. i should have been more restrained.

school's been ever so sucky. people still not that accommodating. i'm getting less motivation to get to school each day. my mum was asking if i want to get to jc after i complete my Os. all i said was wait till then. cos i don't even know if i want to continue studying. sickening thing. my ultimate success. everything seems getting ultimate ridiculous. /:

pretty amazed that i haven't flared up given that i am in sucha lousy mood and my house's phone is ringing like nobody's business. i wonder why my dad is so lazy to walk over and just answer it. oh wells, just let it ring. 

i swear i'm going nuts.
i'm so empty now.

 

 

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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2007|02:44 am]
[Current Mood | worried]

 
I have like 64 sad faces on my msn personal message. I'm sorry, S. I feel super bad.
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(no subject) [Mar. 7th, 2007|12:44 am]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

UNDONE.

 

1.  Examinations are not good indications of one’s abilities and talents. What do you think?

Through time, examinations have always been a must for students in Singapore. Examinations can also be defined as tests of talents and abilities. One’s abilities and talents is therefore, determined by how well he scored. However, to allow examinations indicate one’s abilities and talents is highly unjustified.

In search for ways to keep up with the society as well as the world today, the younger generation has to be very competent and adroit, whereby one's abilities and talents would be judged accordingly. Disappointingly, one abilities and talents are indicated from as young as seven years old, where they would take their first examination papers for primary school. The papers would hence decide the path he would be taking. Having not reached maturity, they have to live up to the expected standard, face with the stress of examinations and aloow those papers to indicate how able and talented they are. Placing stree on one to study hard for examinations and memorise paragraphs after paragraphs of notes and get rewarded by the good grades, definitely does not aid in indicating


though there is no easy road to achieve success, it can definitely not be indicated just by a few As on a piece of result slip

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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2007|10:13 am]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

Task: Answer the following questions in your own blog. Write as much as possible. At least a few sentences.
 

What do you think you will be doing when you are 21 years old? (studies, work, NS, location, marital status etc) 
i'd be studying cos i'll only complete olevels at the age of 18.

How different will things be when you turn 21?

very different, the way you view certain things.
What do you hope to achieve by the time you turn 21?
 
i pretty much hope that i will find a goal in life, by then, and not raom around aimlessly.

What do you fear when you turn 21? 
that i will have to face all the consequences on my own, that i do not have my parents to shield me as and when i make mistakes. and i have to make my own decisions in everything and be responsible.

What is the first thing you will be doing when you turn 21? 
do some childish things, or i will never get to do so again.

Which is your favourite stall in the canteen? 
i've only eaten once, so i'm not too sure yet.

What food in the canteen do you eat? 
rice.

What is your CCA and what is it about? 
books and books. all about books.

What do you hope to see in YSS?
the determination to improve. 

What do you think of blogging? 
it's a good way to let out all your feelings. it is however, the internet and there are certain restrictions. /:

What would you like to see at the library? 
more people, less rules.

What do you think of the library?
smelly, otherwise, condusive place to study.

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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2007|03:14 pm]
[Current Mood | listless]


so here i sit looking at the traffic lights,
the red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites


Ms Tan, I've removed the paragraph. 

*

I'm pretty damned sick of people coming to ask me about my chinese results. Yes i did badly. I see no point in letting the whole world know, and i don't need people to help spread it around. My results ain't jam yo.

Chinese New Year's just this weekend. i don't have the festive mood yo. And Valentine's just today. Another day at home when all are out partayyyying. I hate days like this, it just amplifies everything.

I don't see why people enjoys critisizing others that much. Is it fun?

& I hope people would just stop misunderstanding me and my intentions. This feeling simply sucks. Everything and anything that's happening. Am i sad, you bet i am. Perhaps i'm more tired.

Do you believe in retribution? I somehow do. 


I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming,
That everything would be like it was before.
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting.
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

*

Sometimes in life, you come to a crossroad. Each path is equally enticing, or should i say, equally dangerous and troubling. You hestitate, you wait, you are fickle-minded, you are indecisive. And the path changes right before your eyes. Just because you decided to wait for a moment before deciding. Time dosen't go back. you can't change it. You are forced to step onto a path you are unfamiliar with. and your life tumbles as a result. you fail. your life crumbles in front of your face. Your life is a failure as a result.

Haha yes i am such failure.



What hurts most was being so close
And having so much to say,
and watching you walk away.

*

It's like you and i don't even try to get along,
like the two of us together are wrong.
It's like you and I can't let the good make up for the bad,
Guess we can't go back to what we once had.


Editted/
Yutaki's one of Cleo's 50 most eligible bachelors! *SCREAMSSS*
omfg lah, that hot thing!

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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2007|03:55 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

歌曲:本来
歌手:同恩

词:阿怪曲:林松锦
下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我

直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

what a lovely song.

have you ever loved and lost somebody,
never had a chance to say, you're sorry.
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2007|10:20 am]
[Current Mood | bored]


Q: How much pocket money are you given on average a month?
A: Seriously i don't get a specific amount of allowance a month, it's just when i need money then i'd ask from my Mum.

Q: What do you spend on?
A: Mostly on clothes, cab, dining, and at times, cosmetics and skin care products.

Q:How much do you spend?
A: Roughly hundred a week, unless i return home guai-ly everyday after school(cos i won't spend a cent then.) :D

Q: What do you do when you are short of money?
A: Either ask from my mum, don't go out so i won't have to spend. I'm working part-time now, so i don't see how i'd be short of cash. Uhh,  even if i'm not working, i'm hardly short of cash so.. (:

Q: What do you think of those teens who spend $3000-$4000 a month?
A: They are too rich /: I think there is no need to spend so much a month, especially when they don't even know how to earn money. And if  they spend so much a month when they are still TEENS, wouldn't they be spending millions when their age doubles? Absolutely ridiculous.

Q: Is it worth spending $1000 on a Gucci bag?
A: It depends! Cos it definitely feels good to pamper yourself with some branded stuff, but ONCE IN A WHILE, not monthly or weekly. And Gucci is quite a nice brand, though some designs are quite 'aunty'. (:

Q: What about going to the salon twice just to wash hair?
A: Twice monthly or? I think it's a waste of money to just wash hair because you can do so at home and it's free! Unless you're there for a haircut, then washing would be necessary.

Q: What are your thoughts on materialism?
A: I had this friend in my ex-school that get a daily allowance of hundred bucks. she can get more from her dad if there is a need. I don't see a point of getting so much when she has a chauffer, meaning she does not have to spend on transportation. Her Mum pays for her clothes as they usually shop together. All she needs o pay for is perhaps her recess and lunch movies and for some leisure activitiies. Hundred daily is really far too much.

Once in a whilething is alright  but definitely not spending all your allowances, pay or whatsoever.

:D
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2007|10:50 pm]
[Current Mood | impressed]

终於你找到一个方式分出了胜负
输赢的代价是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心里伤痕无数
顽强的我是这场战役的俘虏

就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂

就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土

终於我明白俩人要的是一个结束
所有的辩解都让对方以为是企图
放一把火烧掉你送我的礼物
却浇不熄我胸口灼热的愤怒

就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂

就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土
你如果经过我的坟墓
你可以双手合十为我祝福

就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂

就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2007|02:37 am]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
But I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart

I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

//

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I.
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you.
I'll be the one by your side.
So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak


We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts
I wanted you to know,
My heart remains with you.


//

I believed in Once Upon A Time
Happily ever after fairy tales.
I believed a love i thought was mine, 
never thought this heart could be so frail.

//

Work today was not so ohkay, my mood was not so good, but I'm feeling fine after a good laugh! OPH people can really crack me up. The people there never fails me. A big big family, indeed. I love every single one of them.

Well, the crowd in Orchard is really overwhelming.

Macs with loves after work. I gobbled down a value meal.

*opens my mourth WIDE to yawm* i'm not sleepy. Is this an irony? hahaha!

On a lighter note, here are a few hilarious pictures!






//

If i could get another chance,
another walk, another dance with him,
I'd play a song that would never, ever end.

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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2007|03:26 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

And all I had was the memory of what was
So let's pretend it never mattered to us

I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell

I should learn to hate you, maybe then I will stop thinking of you.

A few updates, since Miss Tan said we could post personal entries.

Hello sillys, don't read my second entry and think it's some family problem! It's adapted. Not like i'm that smart to compose something like that yo. Anyway i feel lazy, so can i not do the youth assignment thingy?

Olevel chinese result's coming soooo freaking soon. Raised hopes and failed expectations, how many more of such am i suppose to face. This is tiring.

School's been oh-so-fine, a place for me to continue studying, what more can i ask for. 

Jill came and talk to me yesterday night. How long does it get her to realise that, i've already seen through her and that, she doesn't have to continue being sucha hypocrite?

& Sorry if i'm boring you with my entries. Well you chose to click and read. (:


How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far

/

I'm not gonna be alright, not tonight

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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2007|09:23 pm]
[Current Mood | peaceful]

i took for granted, all the times
that i thought would last somehow
i hear the laughter, i taste the tears
but i cant get near you now
if i see you next to never
how can we say forever
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for
you


of these endless nights and countless fights which turns us into what we hate to be.

you're gone before i knew it.
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2007|10:30 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]


Here's my heart, I'll let you break it

As cliche as this sounds, I guess we never learn to cherish people around, until they're leaving, then we'd ask for one last chance to fix things.

Maybe, just maybe I don't have the strength to go on anymore. 

*

In my memory I wrote you down in ink 
I never wanted to erase your story 
Even with the tragedy it brings



i fell so hard i hear a thud.


anyhows, don't i sound really sad and all? indeed i am. for you, are seriously confusing me.


LINDA, HAPPY SEVENTEEEEEEENTH :D
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2007|03:29 am]
[Current Mood | lazy]

It's breathtaking to think of you
And to learn that sometimes
The only way out is through

It's mind-numbing to think of yesterday
I'd run to you now if I could
But things have changed

I heard you say
It's enlightening to think of the breeze
To believe in things that we can't see
So here we go

Lets show them how to live
Accept the pain
Always forgive
Watch the sun go down
Learn the sound by following all that's complete


i swear i love this song.


i miss running along those corridors in stnicks in that blue pinafore with all those really, really familiar faces.

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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2007|01:43 am]
[Current Mood | pessimistic]


明天过后


作词:吴克群作曲:吴克群

你问我明天过后会如何
世界若毁灭我们又怎么了
我笑了电影情节太唬人
只有单纯的你相信着

你问明天过后我会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

你问我明天过后会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷
甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信
真心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人
恋爱从不会认真

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责
这世界再冷
你的心不会冷
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2007|12:49 pm]
[Current Mood | restless]
[Current Music |Dayu - Diya & Carrie]

Assignment: Rain
Assignment: Write about how the incessant rain has affected you, and any other comments about the rain situation. 
Minimum: 250 words
Please remember to write in Standard English. 
Completion: 3E9 15 Jan by 12.15pm

Miss Tan wants us to do this:


As 2006 fades and transends into a new one, it did not bring the rain away. The usual rainy season at the end of the year continued it's way in 2007. My daily life routine was more or less affected by it. Whenever it rains, it'd be so inconvinient to get around. Especially when it' pouring on a weekday morning. That's when I'm left with no choice but to get out of my comfy bed and go to school.

Few weeks ago, Project Superstar 2 was showing this two stars, Tan Diya and Carrie Yeo, dueting the song DaYu(heavy rain). the song goes: da yu, jiu yao kai shi bu ting de xia... (which translated into english is, the heavy rain is going to fall soon.) And indeed days afterwhich, really did rained.

Coincidentally, the Korean popstar, Rain, came to Singapore to hold his concert. Fans went crazy over him, waiting for his arrival in the airport and buying a lot of gifts for him. One of them even fainted when Rain arrived at the airport. His concert was held two days ago, on a Sunday at the Indoor Stadium. There were news saying that Rain might bring the rain away when he is going back to Korea. It was kind of a pun, pretty funny though, because it did not rain this two days, after his concert ended.

Everywhere, anywhere, the word 'rain' appeared. in a song, a name, in news, in blogs, just everywhere. i just hope the rainy season would be gone soon, as I DON'T WANT TO GET DRENCHED AGAIN.



wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~ i'm done!
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2007|11:21 pm]
[Current Mood | disappointed]
[Current Music |明天过后.吴克群]


Hey Dad,
I'm writing to you,
not to tell you that I still hate you.
Just to ask you how you feel
and how we fell apart,
how this fell apart.
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down,
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?
but we're alright,
We're alright.
Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,but we're all right.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,but
Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.

what a sad song?


i wish you'd understand me a little more, make attempts to see the effort i put in. i hope everything happens for a reason.

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uhhh [Jan. 11th, 2007|12:35 am]
[Current Mood | annoyed]

Livejournal is so manual i understand no shit about it. figured for soooo long. rahhhhhh~!
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